.. But if you are satisfied with things which are useless and nonsensical, then what am I to do with that? Now you just tell me, with someone who is interested in things which are nonsensical, now ,how do you bring them round? -I mean, there is no psychology that can bring them round, you see, because you have to have the desire to be all right. But this is something so innate, being the process itself is a living process and doesn't work out if the people do not have the pure desire. Now this written down since long. It cannot be changed, it cannot be forced, it cannot be sort of explained, or discussed, or argued, nothing can be done; it has to work out within you.
Now even when you have worked it out on someone, you may not achieve the results. That's possible.
You may, you may not.
So, when the situation is so difficult and where the children are also so adamant, then what can Mother do? Is to push them in. See, I am very much
concerned, that this ego which is sometimes so selfish and so conceited, that it satisfies itself and it's very happy, it
will not allow you to get to the, that point where you really stand, where you have all your powers, where you are the master of your being. It will not allow. The identification with the ego is so much, that's easy to take a bull by the horn but to take a ego-oriented man through Sahaja Yoga's practices is very difficult.
I am rather today in a mood of, I should say little disgust, I should say, but also the other mood comes on me - of complete compassion, and tremendous love. That somehow I should do something to bring sense into the heads of these people.
Something should happen to them because otherwise what I see is a complete disaster. It's going to come, believe Me, it's going to come. I don't want to frighten you like Mrs.Thatcher does about Russians:that might be imaginary. But this - is real! and I am telling you it's going to come to us. It will come as diseases, self-destruction.
But the greatest thing is the failure of the Divine Itself that it could not communicate with you people, who were made specially, who were brought to this Earth on this time, who have to have the Kingdom of Heaven. And suddenly you find they all dropped out of the sieve.
Sahaja Yogis also sometimes feel very frustrated, I know. But whatever it is, as far as I am concerned, I have tremendous desire now.
But I am so desireless that this desire also may not work out. You see, I am a desireless person. Now what to do?
So I ask Sahaja Yogis to desire, that the people should have that great desire to become the Spirit. This is the greatest thing that we can give to our brothers and sisters, to the progeny, to the people who are children today, to this beautiful world. We need these beautiful lights and the beautiful time which they all have to enjoy.
I hope those who have come for the first time will understand My difficulty and will try to see that you desire only your Self Realization and nothing else. Just desire that!
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I request you to desire your Self Realization and forget about everything, even if you are managing director or may be the King George the Fifth, you see? Better keep all your issues outside about it, and just desire that you become the Spirit.
You see the difference between Me and Christ is here: He got so fed up that He said, . "Let Me be crucified". I mean, of course it was in the plan that He should be crucified also. But I mean that won't solve the problem now. I have to see that you all get your Resurrection somehow.
It's like a Mother's desire who wants to give a bath to the child and get him cleansed somehow, you see. So whichever way you like - whether you like a chocolate or whether you like a little rebuking or whatever way you like, I am willing to work it out, but,
please, at least, desire that you have to have your Self Realization!
May God bless you!
1983-June 06: Essence of Sahaja Yoga, Holborn Library, London
MATTHEW
