"We were all very shocked..." a 1980 witness

She writes:

«I don't agree with these ‘just meditate and let the Paramchaitanya look after everything’ statements. 

I remember in 1980s in UK , 
we used to go to the airport to welcome Mother or see her off. On one such occasion the leader’s wife brought a huge object on the trolley to present it to Mother. The object was covered with a cloth so no one could see what it was. It was supposed to be a surprise. Can you imagine doing something like this at the airport? 

So a security guy declared an emergency and went after Mother, shouting and screaming at Her. 
Only one yogi tried to protect Her and was wrestled to the ground. 
Mother turned to walk quickly away to get her plane and the security man pushed her violently. 

I saw the leader and his ‘deputy’ on the scene being very detached and talking and laughing during this incident, and Sir CP shake the hand of the security guy as not to cause a controversy. 

In the car on the way back from the airport a senior yogini asked the leader what they should have done during the incident. ‘We should have all bowed down,’ he said. She was puzzled, and then said ‘oh I see, and then the security guards would have tripped over us.’ I did not know if I should laugh or cry at such statements. 

We were all very shocked and many yogis tried to organise a serious protest against the airport authority of a racist attack, but the leader refused to allow it and accused us of being negative. 

When Mother got to India it was found that her spine had been injured, and that She was very unhappy about everything that had happened. She was very, very angry with the English. The leader was changed and she said we should have formed a cordon around her to protect her, and Mother told us to write letters to the airport authority to accuse them of racist attack. 

Can you imagine the negativity behind the whole thing?

The negativity is not to be compromised with. 

Many of us in the later years of Mothers declining health used to think that it was all a Maya and Mother will become well again and sort everybody out. 

The biggest Maya of all was that what many regarded as Maya was the grim reality of Our Holy Mothers last painful years and the turning of Sajaja Yoga into an outward show. 

This is something that as Mothers' children we can't forgive and forget. 

Do you think that Shri Ganesha or Shri Jesus have forgiven and forgotten? 

When I see the people who were close to Mother at the time in charge of Sahaja Yoga now I wonder what is going to become of them and of us all.

« If My love and compassion is spoiling you I better pull you out of it. »

Text from:1984-0923: Navaratri Puja, London

So the power, the power of assimilation of good, the power of emission of good, all these powers are just in your complete reach. But all this should not become a praise but should become a kind of a challenge, a kind of a beautiful curiosity and an advancement for you.

  

But we are going down, I must tell you, we are going down in England. {please, adapt it for 2013}

Because we have some funny tags, funny people who are all the time with tags. Such people will have to be warned, and later on may be declared, as these people have decided, should be declared as black listed. It's a very sad day today for me and that is why the whole place is filled with; I mean I had no mind to have the Puja here, because I am really very sad. Because when I see the vibrations, when I see the way things are, people are just in a picnic way in England, I feel so unhappy, you don't know.

I have always been extremely enamored, and I have already put up a big show of appreciating your efforts.

 But if you see in the substance of it - just see the substance!- you watch within yourself, each individual should see the substance that is within us. We are worried about a friend, a fiancé or a wife or a husband or this and that.

 -That's not the caliber. 

 -The caliber is very low and is going down lower. 

 -That's not a good thing, it's not good.

 If My love and compassion is spoiling you I better pull you out of it.  Because you are capable of your merits to be born in this country. 

 You are capable of very great heights. I know that. Of very great heights, which you can achieve. 

-But not by talking about it or thinking about it, but by becoming that great power, to become that power. And see the collective blessings people have and I was amazed when they told Me, they have got this blessing, they have got that blessing. I mean unlimited blessings they have got!. And why can't we have that here? What's the problem with us?

 If we are not collective,

 if there is a problem between ourselves, 

that means there is some sort of an ego still in-between that is keeping us out.

 So let us now, promise within our heart that this has to go into our heart, a very deep feeling for ourselves, that by God's grace we are born at such a juncture when this thing has happened, that we are the people who are beneficiaries of the blessings of God that we have got our Realization, that we have risen so high. 

But now let us spread our wings!- but we are cutting them down. 

Don't become small minded people, worried about small, small things here and there. Nothing is important. 

If you see in your previous lives, you have had all kinds of foods, you have had all kinds of trips, you have done every kind of marriages, you have done every kind of other nonsensical thing that people waste time with. It is over now, finished! Now you do something new. How many people you have married in previous lives and how many houses you had in previous lives and how many pleasures you have had, finished now. Finish it!

This is a special time, the best time of Ritambhara where you have to grow. That's the point, the season is that. In this season if you do not grow, you won't grow. You have to take full advantage. 

With full intensity you have to do Sahaja Yoga. That doesn't mean that you give up your jobs, or anything. 

If you are intense in Sahaja Yoga, you will be intense in everything. 

But there is no intensity!

34 years ago...there was a NEW .... E R A ... coming ...!

me sitting on your bed 

«… you may find me anywhere, you are walking on the street, suddenly you might find Mataji walking with you! 
So this is the second era we have started, and you should not be shocked if you see me 
sitting on your bed 
and putting my hand on your head, 
or you may see me in the form of Christ walking into your room, 
or as Shri Rama. 
That has to happen, so you should be prepared!

Sahasrara Day 1984, Puja at: Mesnières en Bray, France

»…So this, once you understand that you are special, you will become humble about it. 
Then when it happens to you, that you humble down when you see you have achieved something, that you have some powers, that you are emitting innocence, that you are discreet and as a result of that you become more compassion, humbler personality, a sweeter personality,

then,

you should believe

that 
you are 

in the heart 
of your Mother.
This is the sign 
of the new Sahaja Yogi
now in the new era 
who has to move  with new force 

where you will grow so fast, that:

... my presence

Without meditation
you will be
in meditation.

Without being
 my presence,
you will be
in my presence.

Sahasrara Day 1984, France

NEW ERA...

http://www.amruta.org/?s=mesni%C3%A8res&lang=en

« Know that no amount of my blessing...is not going to work out, unless ...»

Patanjali on 3.5 coiled snake

 It's not only that you are here to worship your Guru; you may worship many-a-times, maybe the vibrations would flow, maybe that you might get filled with that and you feel elevated, nourished.

 But this nourishment has to be retained within ourselves, so always remember then, whenever you are worshipping any principle outside, you are trying to worship your own principle within yourself.

If you are a very mundane type of a person, very ordinary, cannot create a beautiful couplet or a beautiful sentence, or a humor or a joke, or a beautiful painting or a beautiful tapestry or a beautiful house; if you lack in creativity you will lack in your Guru Principle, because a guru has to create out of ordinary people something extraordinary. 

Shirdi Sainath

 He should be able to create a new personality out of an old personality which is decayed. 

So the first principle you have to understand within yourself, that you should be able to create a new personality in a person.

And the new personality has to be a special personality of very unique combination of compassion and dynamism. So it is important that in your creativity you have to use the energy of compassion.


So today 
when you are worshipping me 
as the Guru, 
you must know 
that 
any amount of my talking, 
any amount of my giving you blessings or anything
is not going to work out, 
unless and until 
we really develop our own Guru Principle, and the depth. …. 

But if you do not establish your Guru Principle, 
you know of angels 
how they have fallen down 
and gone 
forever.

So be careful: 
it's easy to be an angel 
but difficult to maintain it. …

Guru Puja, Lago de Braies, Italy July 23, 1989

«I couldn't bear it, ... I went down and saved them...»

« I just couldn’t bear it. »

... something wonderful...

Now, if you really become 

a witness state, if you are in a witness state then 
what will happen? 

If you watch any such things that are happening:
it will subside. 

If you are in a witness state and in that level, then no accident will take place in your sight. Even if there is an accident, then you can save the person, you can help the person very actively.
That’s in a very small scale, but even in every large scale, you can do it, something wonderful.

I remember, ...

I was not very old at that time, but we were living in a house very close to the Secretariat where they had a strike.
And they were asking for a separate Maharashtra or something. 

So the police was standing there and by the order of the Chief Minister, 

they were shooting at everyone who was coming, anyone! 

and they were enjoying the shooting game, all of them!

Mumbai riots in 1982

I saw all this 

and 

I just 

couldn’t 

bear it. 

I just 

went down 

and 

asked 

the 

police 

to 

stop. 

They stopped, you’ll be amazed, they stopped!

Then I carried those people who were wounded up to my house, took out their bullets and all that, called the ambulance 

and saved them. 

But for that, one thing was there: 

I was in 

a state of witnessing, 

so you become fearless.

... and saved them...

There is no fear at all, 

once you learn how to have 

the state of witnessing. 

Because,

 when you are not witnessing ,

you get disturbed, 

you get upset, you get excited, 

you may join also this wrong type of people. 

But if you are in a state of witnessing,

 that itself is a power. 

And that witnessing state helps you to win over so many difficulties of other people.

(Krishna Puja, Cabella, 1998)

...If you are part and parcel of My body, ...

Last of all is the attachment to your children, to your wife, your, your, your…. 

Whatever is mine is not ‘I’. "My house", that’s not ‘I’. My this, my, my, my, must be given up (mamatva), is to be destroyed. 

Instead of that, you should say ‘we’. 

‘We’ is a good word. I so many times say ‘we’. 

And people start wondering what they – somebody asked Me, “Mother, when you say ‘we’, what do you mean? How can you make us feel that way, that we are all one, the way you say ‘we’?” I said:

“Why not? You are part and parcel of My body. 

Aren’t we: ‘we’?

Do I separate my finger from My hand? 

If you are part and parcel of My body, then I have to talk like 'we',

because I’m conscious of this collective being sitting here.

So, we have to talk like “we” and not “I, my” and when you have to address about yourself, speak it in a third person. ,

Like you can say, “This Nirmala is now going to London.” Really it’s true because this body’s going there but My heart is going to remain here. So to say that I am going is not true – if I am Adi Shakti where am I going? 

I’m going nowhere. 

I’m everywhere. 

Where can I go? 

There’s no place where I don’t reside. 

And if I have to go such a place, is Hell only, where I don’t want to go!

So, what I say that “This Nirmala is going now, leaving Australia. Tomorrow I’ll be leaving.” So what happens? Just this body has to move – that’s all."  Like that, you start saying about your body. 

This mind of mine, this mind of Mr. So and So. It’s better to address yourself as Mr. or Mrs. or Miss. “So Miss, will you please get up now?” Better address yourself!

Children talk like that, like a third person. You’ll be amazed, you will see the joke behind the whole thing. 

You’ll know how to laugh at yourself. “Oh, so, Mr. come along, now he’s behaving like this.” And you’ll really become a master of yourself because you know how to handle this baby. It will give you that sense of maturity. 

…/…

1983-03/21 Birthday Puja,  Sydney, Australia

«You will know how to react...»

... I am hopeless in many things...

So today, you worship your Guru Principle within yourself when you are worshiping Me. I would not say that you should try to follow Me, because I am hopeless in many things.
Say, banking I don't understand, money I don't understand, I mean there's so many things I don't know, really. I am hopeless, law I don't understand. I mean, you should not be like Me, agreed!
But, you should be able to say as I say, that
 "You see, I have these problems."
But one thing for sure, you must have complete knowledge of Sahaja Yoga or desire to know everything about Sahaja Yoga.
If that works out, then you will swim into this ocean of knowledge, like a jet. And whatever you want, whatever you want to know, you will know.

...But there should be a desire to know...

But there should be a desire to know. Never get satisfied that I know sufficiently enough about Sahaja Yoga, no, never. In all other things you can be satisfied. But only on one thing, that Sahaja Yoga, still, I have to know through my brains, and my heart should have that knowledge. It should be in my heart, not only in my brain. I should know through my brain, it should be in my heart.

Like: when you see a film, you see King Kong. Then you know it is King Kong - all right, it's in a film, doesn't matter.Normally our knowledge is like that. 

But if you see Mr. King Kong standing here, "Oh my God, he's already here!" 

In the same way, when our knowledge is in the brain, it is just like a film, is away from... it's not in our heart. But when it is heart, it acts, it works. 

It doesn't work through brain. In the brain it just stays but in the heart it works. And in the heart resides the Spirit. It's very simple, that we are people who are more living with our brains, not with our heart. But know that we are in reality, you see, King Kong is standing before us.

You are not seeing a film; it's in reality. And in reality, the heart has to work, not the brain, because reality is only through the heart, not through the brain.
Once you understand this, then you'll open your heart, enlarge it, "Now this is in my heart." 

...You are not seeing a film; it's in reality...

So the whole thing will be so clear-cut in your head you will know everything clearly:

what is to be done, 

how to react, 

how to work it out. 

If you put all this knowledge of Sahaja Yoga into your heart, first of all you'll have to enlarge your heart, otherwise you can't put this ocean; and then you see, "This is Sahaj Yoga." 

To me everything seems to be Sahaj Yoga, buying this house, coming to this place, all this is Sahaj Yoga. I can see clearly. Anything that I see, I connect it to Sahaj Yoga immediately, "This is Sahaja Yoga." Why this is so? 

This is because of Sahaj Yoga. This is Sahaj Yoga. So everywhere you start seeing Sahaja Yoga, when your heart knows what your brain knows. 

Anything that I see, I connect it to Sahaj Yoga immediately

I have known people who know all the mantras very well, everything very well and all that, -but in the heart?

-So put it in the heart.

 In Sahaja Yoga the guru is not through his brain, but through his heart.

Guru 1991, Cabella, projected on Guru Puja, 2013.

More on
Witness state and with drawing the attention: 
http://sahajdhyana.blogspot.fr/p/3-less-ons-on.html

MESMERISM IN SAHAJ

this will never bring forth my efforts

It is important to meditate deeply in our present reality in the world sangham in the light of this talk

Even in Sahaja Yoga you'll be surprised I've seen people taking advantage of my name, are trying to get into some mesmeric groups. I can't understand, using My name, using My photograph - so beware, this should not happen to you people!

Using the name of Christ, the incarnation of divine love, they are doing all these works of violence, hatred, of cheating, I mean very debased people. And from one to another it passes, to the another it passes. Same thing happens in Sahaja Yoga. 

If I told somebody that, "You are no more a leader, somebody else is the leader", immediately that person gets angry, he forgets what good Sahaj has done to him, he just forgets. If I tell him the leadership should pass to somebody else, finished! Then he forgets that whatever good is done to him, whatever Sahaja Yoga has done for him. He's living only because Sahaj has helped him. 

Politics in Sahaj

So this leadership goes into the heads of people. 

Sahaja Yoga is not here to make leaders out of you, no never, it is just for convenience we have leaders, and if they become inconvenient we have to change them, that's all. As simple as that! 

But still I find this idea of authority is something very great and they start using it left and right everywhere. 

It is happening practically in every country, has happened and still happening. 

This is a very sad thing, this will never bring forth my efforts, My effort is to synthesize the whole world, not to divide, by no chance to divide, only thing, whatever is wrong, whatever is unholy has to brought to your notice.
…

I'm told there are some 80-90 Sahaja Yogis who have come, who were mesmerized by some people. How could Sahaja Yogis be mesmerized? Is it possible? 

They never must be praying, they may not be doing meditation, how can they get into it, and now they are asking for forgiveness!

I forgive but that doesn't mean they'll be all right.

We cannot fix them any more. 

We do not put spoilt apples with the good ones do we? There's no wisdom, they're already spoilt and they should keep out till I say. They should not attend any center, they should not come to any Puja - they should let them cleanse themselves. Though a rotten apple cannot get well, they can. 

They should try to understand that they were not Sahaja Yogis. 

If a Sahaja Yogi can get mesmerized then what's the use of doing Sahaja Yoga? 

What's the use of getting your Kundalini raised? 

That means they are very poor Sahaja Yogis.

1996-12/25: Christmas Puja, Ganapatipule

«vulnerable to the attack of the 'liberty-takers' upon you...»

So, then,the thing 'everyone who is a Sahaja Yogi' is not good(*), and you need not bother about every Sahaja Yogi.

Form a group of Mother

Keep company with the people who are good Sahaja Yogis, who are surrendered, who are humble, who are collective.
Start forming a group of Mother:
this is My group, which is absolutely surrendered to Me, and those who are not bothered about other things.

Such a group should be formed; gradually this group will gather, and this surrender-group will come together, and you'll be amazed - you'll create a beautiful […]. 

This is how it should work out; try to keep to people who talk good of Sahaja Yoga, who talk about Sahaja Yoga, who think about Sahaja Yoga, who work out Sahaja Yoga, 
and a group can be formed. 
And forget all others: just forget! 
You have no duty to them, you owe no relationship to them: you are here for Sahaja Yoga, and you are not going to sacrifice it, for anything whatsoever.

.…/…So there is no sense in seeing others' imperfections. Now, first of all see your own problems, your own angularity, your own misidentifications and imperfections. When you start seeing them, then the first thing you will do, the best way to avoid everything - I mean, avoidance is a very great character of human beings, but in a subtle way it is insincerity to yourself, to your ascent and to God. 

So face it!

Now, you see your imperfections correctly, in the sense, you see, "Yes I am possessed"-you see- "Yes I am possessed, no doubt! If I am possessed, why should I be possessed? I must do everything that is under my control to get rid of it!"

Now, a possessed person is always an abnormal person:  either he doesn't talk or if he talks, he talks too loudly. There, in dualities, always remain: either he's very hot-tempered or he is over-sweet.

Any person who is extremely sweet -all the time, he's very sweet, never gets angry- that's abnormal. 'Should be able to sometimes show your anger.

Gajamugasuram

For example, somebody beats your Mother, won't you be angry at that point?
You should be angry.
You have to be, I mean, if you have a personality and a discreet, wise personality, you should be angry if somebody does anything to your Mother, you should be angry
That anger is given for that right correction of a person who tries to harm the source of wisdom, source of everything. 

So, that anger is all right, justified.

And in that way one should again not to be deluded that if Mother has said that, "That time, anger is all right, then anger is justified!". This is the trouble with human beings, that they generalise everything! So one has to know one thing, that you were human beings; now today, you are yogis, but you are half-human beings. And that human being-ness is still there in you, still lingering in you, and all these things are, like caterpillars-parts, are still hanging around you, that you still behave like human beings. 

You should not: you should behave like a Yogi. 

...discretion/mudra...

And a Yogi is discreet by nature: he knows where to get angry, he knows where not to get angry.

But for a Sahaja Yogi, one has to learn it, by dropping out all those human-being-ness that is attached to you. So the discretion, and that wise discretion, is to be developed; like Krishna has said that, "You have to go and fight. Take the swords in your hand and fight the enemies." 
Now, one would say that Krishna has said, "Take a sword in your hand, now go on killing everyone." Then even Hitler-ism can be justified! He said "your enemies" - this is important - "your enemies".

Still vulnerable...

…/…  Now, we have to know that there is a war on between the satanic forces and the Divine forces. 
Now, you are the people who have chosen to be Divine. But, even if you have chosen that and God has accepted you, and has given you your own powers, still you must know that you are still vulnerable, very much, to the attack of the liberty takers upon you.

Now, always one has to remember that Divine will win in any case: there is no doubt about it.

Will be the losers...

Supposing you fail the Divine,  you will be the losers, not the Divine. 
If you all fail the Divine, then you will be destroyed as negatives, so, in the ultimate destruction, Divine will finish off all that is satanic, there is no doubt about it.
But how many people are going to be destroyed, is the point.

So you all have to be very much alert, that you are to be saved, and you are not going to be one of those who are destroyed.

The more we save, the better will be our enjoyment; the more people we save, there will be a greater power flowing and the effect of that impact will be such that we might ourselves able to be rid all that is satanic 
and that very little 
will be left 
which will be destroyed.

So the responsibility on the Sahaja Yogis is to understand that there is a war going on. 

(*=Among sahaja yogis, not every one is good)

1981-08/15: Shri Krishna's Birthday Puja, Bala's House, London UK

• Swayamblogger comments

Not every Sahaja yogi  is good... Start forming a Mother's group...

To not-good Sahaja yogis, you have no duty to them

face your insincerity

Anger - it is given  for the right correction of a person

there is a war ...= not only outside! not only inside: Inside Sahaj also!

The Divine will win

BUT=======>  if YOU fail YOU will be destroyed as negative.... 

• This is quite different from what fake trustees teach you. How come...? Guess... (try better!)

The Biggest Calamity is... ( AdiShakti 2002)

Well, these became like a two-sided world where there are people who are aggressive, and the people who are tortured. This two-sided world exists even now, but is much less.
Thanks to the collective understanding there are many good institution that were established

But but they are not working out, they are not so successful, because the men at the head of it are controlling, but controlling what? Not themselves - controlling others, and all their behavior has spoilt all the work of this chakra.
Collectively you have, if you see around now today everywhere there's war going on, fights going on, killing going on, destruction going on. How is it?
There are so many spiritual people here now on this world.

City of Homs, Syria, 2014

So the reason is, the spiritual people have become very quiet, very much enjoying their spiritual life, have become very quiet and very peaceful people. 

But that doesn't bring peace.

You have to be dynamic and you have to bring peace in the world, you have to do something about it. We are very much satisfied with our progress, but we are not bothered as to see what is the progress others have done, how far they have gone, where can we meet them, what can we change them. 

At my level I can change many things, but at your level how many people have you changed? What have you done? That has to be said.

Still you live with your ego, on the Agnya, and you are very happy with your peace, with everything you have got through Sahaja Yoga.

This is the biggest calamity 

that the world is facing today, that 

those who are all so spiritual, those who have achieved great heights, 

are least bothered as to what good has to be done. What they are doing is to enjoy their own spirituality, come to the puja, have more and more of it. 

...are having a good time... 

But they have done no collective work to change people. 
Some of them are working, one or two, but the rest of them are having a good time enjoying themselves in such a manner that people accept them as great souls, good people, that's all!

I would like you to now introspect and find out how much collective work you have done, how many people you have got - like that. With whom are you talking? 
How many people have you told about Sahaja Yoga? 
Only so many are there. 

Christ had only twelve disciples; they were much more dynamic than you are!

So now you should take to the right side. And when you take to the right side we'll create dynamic people,

not just some useless, patient, 

very quiet, peaceful people. 

This was not the aim of Sahaja Yoga. 

The aim of Sahaja Yoga is to change, change so many. And those who are doing that, all my blessings are with them. But those who are just keeping to themselves, it is not a very good thing. In your country how many people have got to Sahaja Yoga? Just find out. With how many people you have worked it out?

So yours is not a complete yoga, 

yours is a partial yoga of the left side, 

where you are very loving, you are very kind, very this thing. 

I am not saying that you should become aggressive in any way. 

We are updated (click here)

But even I have seen people want to be leaders, they want to be something great; but how many people have they given realization? How many people have they talked about Sahaja Yoga? I have said even in the aeroplane also you go,you walking the street, anywhere people talk about Sahaja Yoga. 

But here we are using Sahaja Yoga for our greatness, for our understanding of ourselves!

This is not why Sahaja Yoga has been brought to you. 

It has been brought to you for giving realizations to many people!