"We were all very shocked..." a 1980 witness

She writes:

«I don't agree with these ‘just meditate and let the Paramchaitanya look after everything’ statements. 

I remember in 1980s in UK , 
we used to go to the airport to welcome Mother or see her off. On one such occasion the leader’s wife brought a huge object on the trolley to present it to Mother. The object was covered with a cloth so no one could see what it was. It was supposed to be a surprise. Can you imagine doing something like this at the airport? 

So a security guy declared an emergency and went after Mother, shouting and screaming at Her. 
Only one yogi tried to protect Her and was wrestled to the ground. 
Mother turned to walk quickly away to get her plane and the security man pushed her violently. 

I saw the leader and his ‘deputy’ on the scene being very detached and talking and laughing during this incident, and Sir CP shake the hand of the security guy as not to cause a controversy. 

In the car on the way back from the airport a senior yogini asked the leader what they should have done during the incident. ‘We should have all bowed down,’ he said. She was puzzled, and then said ‘oh I see, and then the security guards would have tripped over us.’ I did not know if I should laugh or cry at such statements. 

We were all very shocked and many yogis tried to organise a serious protest against the airport authority of a racist attack, but the leader refused to allow it and accused us of being negative. 

When Mother got to India it was found that her spine had been injured, and that She was very unhappy about everything that had happened. She was very, very angry with the English. The leader was changed and she said we should have formed a cordon around her to protect her, and Mother told us to write letters to the airport authority to accuse them of racist attack. 

Can you imagine the negativity behind the whole thing?

The negativity is not to be compromised with. 

Many of us in the later years of Mothers declining health used to think that it was all a Maya and Mother will become well again and sort everybody out. 

The biggest Maya of all was that what many regarded as Maya was the grim reality of Our Holy Mothers last painful years and the turning of Sajaja Yoga into an outward show. 

This is something that as Mothers' children we can't forgive and forget. 

Do you think that Shri Ganesha or Shri Jesus have forgiven and forgotten? 

When I see the people who were close to Mother at the time in charge of Sahaja Yoga now I wonder what is going to become of them and of us all.

« If My love and compassion is spoiling you I better pull you out of it. »

Text from:1984-0923: Navaratri Puja, London

So the power, the power of assimilation of good, the power of emission of good, all these powers are just in your complete reach. But all this should not become a praise but should become a kind of a challenge, a kind of a beautiful curiosity and an advancement for you.

  

But we are going down, I must tell you, we are going down in England. {please, adapt it for 2013}

Because we have some funny tags, funny people who are all the time with tags. Such people will have to be warned, and later on may be declared, as these people have decided, should be declared as black listed. It's a very sad day today for me and that is why the whole place is filled with; I mean I had no mind to have the Puja here, because I am really very sad. Because when I see the vibrations, when I see the way things are, people are just in a picnic way in England, I feel so unhappy, you don't know.

I have always been extremely enamored, and I have already put up a big show of appreciating your efforts.

 But if you see in the substance of it - just see the substance!- you watch within yourself, each individual should see the substance that is within us. We are worried about a friend, a fiancé or a wife or a husband or this and that.

 -That's not the caliber. 

 -The caliber is very low and is going down lower. 

 -That's not a good thing, it's not good.

 If My love and compassion is spoiling you I better pull you out of it.  Because you are capable of your merits to be born in this country. 

 You are capable of very great heights. I know that. Of very great heights, which you can achieve. 

-But not by talking about it or thinking about it, but by becoming that great power, to become that power. And see the collective blessings people have and I was amazed when they told Me, they have got this blessing, they have got that blessing. I mean unlimited blessings they have got!. And why can't we have that here? What's the problem with us?

 If we are not collective,

 if there is a problem between ourselves, 

that means there is some sort of an ego still in-between that is keeping us out.

 So let us now, promise within our heart that this has to go into our heart, a very deep feeling for ourselves, that by God's grace we are born at such a juncture when this thing has happened, that we are the people who are beneficiaries of the blessings of God that we have got our Realization, that we have risen so high. 

But now let us spread our wings!- but we are cutting them down. 

Don't become small minded people, worried about small, small things here and there. Nothing is important. 

If you see in your previous lives, you have had all kinds of foods, you have had all kinds of trips, you have done every kind of marriages, you have done every kind of other nonsensical thing that people waste time with. It is over now, finished! Now you do something new. How many people you have married in previous lives and how many houses you had in previous lives and how many pleasures you have had, finished now. Finish it!

This is a special time, the best time of Ritambhara where you have to grow. That's the point, the season is that. In this season if you do not grow, you won't grow. You have to take full advantage. 

With full intensity you have to do Sahaja Yoga. That doesn't mean that you give up your jobs, or anything. 

If you are intense in Sahaja Yoga, you will be intense in everything. 

But there is no intensity!

34 years ago...there was a NEW .... E R A ... coming ...!

me sitting on your bed 

«… you may find me anywhere, you are walking on the street, suddenly you might find Mataji walking with you! 
So this is the second era we have started, and you should not be shocked if you see me 
sitting on your bed 
and putting my hand on your head, 
or you may see me in the form of Christ walking into your room, 
or as Shri Rama. 
That has to happen, so you should be prepared!

Sahasrara Day 1984, Puja at: Mesnières en Bray, France

»…So this, once you understand that you are special, you will become humble about it. 
Then when it happens to you, that you humble down when you see you have achieved something, that you have some powers, that you are emitting innocence, that you are discreet and as a result of that you become more compassion, humbler personality, a sweeter personality,

then,

you should believe

that 
you are 

in the heart 
of your Mother.
This is the sign 
of the new Sahaja Yogi
now in the new era 
who has to move  with new force 

where you will grow so fast, that:

... my presence

Without meditation
you will be
in meditation.

Without being
 my presence,
you will be
in my presence.

Sahasrara Day 1984, France

NEW ERA...

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